面接の結果待ち

現在、最終面接の結果待ちが２件ある。一つは、月曜日に受けた会社で第一志望の会社。面接の最中、自分のスキルを色々褒めてもらい、ぜひ来てもらいたいと言っていたのでこちらはその気になってまだかまだかと結果を待っているのに

４日間も待たされているので毎日長い～。ついつい数分おきにメールのチェックをしてしまう。この辛さ。普通、採用したいと思えば、面接の次の日でもすぐに採用したいと連絡が来るはず。ほかに良い候補者が見つかったのか。４日間もたつとだんだんあきらめムードになってくる。

もう１社の結果は十中八九落ちているだろう。筆記試験ができなかったんだよね。しかも恥ずかしいことに分数の掛け算ができなかった。学校で習ってから数十年、一度も業務で使わないと忘れてしまうわなー　と言いわけを言いつつも内心超恥ずかしい～

I had final step interview for job vacancy in 2 companies the other day. I have been waiting the result. One was done on This Monday. Since then, I have been waiting for four days. It is my first priority. So, I feel so long time to wait for 4 four days. I tend to check my mail every several minutes. During the interview, I was praised about my skill, experience for job from the interviewer and he said to me " we would like you to enter into our company. I thought that I will be absolutely getting job offer. In my opinion, such a company that seems to think of me as suitable application for their company will soon contact me maybe next day after a job interview. But, Once 4 days passed, my feeling also got changed. Now despair mood. I suppose they could find another more suitable applicant. By the way, the other company I took job interview, I will be absolutely turned down because I could not answer the multiple of fractions.  I feel a shame. Althought  I have not seen it since I graduated from school several decades ago. It is just my excuse. I am ashamed of me.